Why are you even here…???

Fair question, and one of the most difficult things I have ever had to put into the public “void”. After eighteen plus years working as a music therapist, I am no longer being paid to be a music therapist. This was not by my choice, my previous employer would say it was by my doing. I disagree with that, but as I reflect on it all, I am beginning to realize that it was for the best. Like many other times in my life horrible things seem to happen suddenly and out of the blue, then after the dust settles it is plain for me to see if not for the bad thing that happened, I would have never considered this “thing” that now brings so much joy.

After much contemplation and support from my family after I lost my job, it was determined that whatever I did next had to bring me joy, regardless of salaries or anything of that nature. As a therapist I can assure you the question “What makes you happy?” is full of minefields and pitfalls. While sitting alone in my house navigating those obstacles my mind kept wandering to to all the places I have traveled, and all of the the fantastic things I have been fortunate to do. For several days I cursed my brain for lack of being able to attend to the task at hand, and felt more and more depressed because in my current situation the chances of getting to travel and do fantastic things seemed very far from my reach.

Face-Palm moment

And here we are…. after reaching out, some good advise from friends and family, and faith from my new employer I start my new career at a travel agency on Monday. I am excited about the future and I am excited to chronicle this adventure. I am excited to share my knowledge and insights, and I am excited to to continue my learning and exploring.

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